shed some light pls..
13 September 2010 @ 12:26 AM
have been feeling emo the last 2 weeks. i burst into tears in seconds, in the car, at home, anywhere. no doubt the menses might have contributed but i know it's more than that.
i'm getting tired of my job. it's the same thing i do for the last 5 years, just that in different companies. i get so busy to a point where i stopped and asked "why am i doing all this? why do i even care which customers are going to f1 race? why do i get so busy for?" yea, for the money... DUH!
i think i'm missing something.. i'm missing the purpose of my life. not that i'm going to be a savior or some loving nun but i feel that everyone has to have a meaning in life to keep them going but i'm missing mine..
sure i can quit my job and find another one, but what? the biggest obstacle i'm facing is myself because i don't even know what i want to do or be. seems like a joke but i'm lost within myself.
help, anyone?
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i'm getting tired of my job. it's the same thing i do for the last 5 years, just that in different companies. i get so busy to a point where i stopped and asked "why am i doing all this? why do i even care which customers are going to f1 race? why do i get so busy for?" yea, for the money... DUH!
i think i'm missing something.. i'm missing the purpose of my life. not that i'm going to be a savior or some loving nun but i feel that everyone has to have a meaning in life to keep them going but i'm missing mine..
sure i can quit my job and find another one, but what? the biggest obstacle i'm facing is myself because i don't even know what i want to do or be. seems like a joke but i'm lost within myself.
help, anyone?
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