18 May 2008 @ 12:41 PM
first week of work in DS was ordinary, i expected almost what i foresee but weirdly, the passion ain't there. i only longed for the after-work dates and meet-ups. not a good sign, not healthy. i should have given myself a short break during transition. s.t.u.p.i.d..m.i.s.s.y
is my solitary aura so strong that old acquaintances can actually feel it? i'm getting calls and msn messages from the good old times. i need more people to fill my time now.
been friends with ting for almost 10 years and thurs night was the first time we chatted so much over dinner and drinks. talking to her makes me realised i am taking life way too seriously. my thoughts are weighty - responsibility, long-term, karma - you can find all the so-not-fun vocabulary in my dictionary. we live only once, why can't it be a little light-hearted and be good to ourselves? the world has changed, who knows tomorrow singapore may be hit by some weird catastrophic virus that wipe out another thousands of lives? and who knows, i may be one of them?
i don't wanna stay indoors anymore. i wanna be out, with company that is. stayed out with airen on friday night and spent at least an hour playing shooting game on her mobile (she now calls me si awesome!), while the guys talked bout anything under the sun. and the funniest thing was i slept at 2ish, woke up at 7am!
i must be sick.
yesterday was not too bad but still kinda disappointed. didn't get to see dar in class cos i was really eager to see her and share some excitement. brought the old folks to vivocity for dinner (post-mother's day meal cos we wanna avoid the crowd) and i'm glad they love the food at bosses. walked and shopped abit = money spent! kaoz!
wanted to spend the night out but either people are far away, out or not available.
airen was too far away and i was also lazy to get out from home..
bro couldn't make it for late night movies..
teh in KL..
leo must be spending time with gf..
lamb is obviously away all the time..
so channel 62 is my best companion - say YAY!
bro promised to take me out today! yippie!
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is my solitary aura so strong that old acquaintances can actually feel it? i'm getting calls and msn messages from the good old times. i need more people to fill my time now.
been friends with ting for almost 10 years and thurs night was the first time we chatted so much over dinner and drinks. talking to her makes me realised i am taking life way too seriously. my thoughts are weighty - responsibility, long-term, karma - you can find all the so-not-fun vocabulary in my dictionary. we live only once, why can't it be a little light-hearted and be good to ourselves? the world has changed, who knows tomorrow singapore may be hit by some weird catastrophic virus that wipe out another thousands of lives? and who knows, i may be one of them?
i don't wanna stay indoors anymore. i wanna be out, with company that is. stayed out with airen on friday night and spent at least an hour playing shooting game on her mobile (she now calls me si awesome!), while the guys talked bout anything under the sun. and the funniest thing was i slept at 2ish, woke up at 7am!
i must be sick.
yesterday was not too bad but still kinda disappointed. didn't get to see dar in class cos i was really eager to see her and share some excitement. brought the old folks to vivocity for dinner (post-mother's day meal cos we wanna avoid the crowd) and i'm glad they love the food at bosses. walked and shopped abit = money spent! kaoz!
wanted to spend the night out but either people are far away, out or not available.
airen was too far away and i was also lazy to get out from home..
bro couldn't make it for late night movies..
teh in KL..
leo must be spending time with gf..
lamb is obviously away all the time..
so channel 62 is my best companion - say YAY!
bro promised to take me out today! yippie!
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