to ease my discomfort and worries, i've decided to pamper myself by buying some colors to paint my dull-looking skin.. i'm one big lazy bum if you dunno, even when it comes to make-up!! i wouldn't spend half an hour drawing my face, blowing/curling my hair etc.. so for me to look presentable, i would need plenty of concealer (for my sickening panda eyes!!), some blusher to make me look rosy, some lipstick or lip balm and out of the house i go!!!

got myself a blusher from red earth and the sales girl was talking me into buying some secret potion thingy.. it claims to imparts an image of radiance and perfection! it seems like i don't even have to put on any foundation after applying it!! wait till i try it man!!

my pores are getting bigger and more visible to the human eye! the clinque pore minimizer serum doesn't seems to help and i feel that i ended up with more larger pores!!!! KNN! @#^$#*&^!!

i guess i need a mask that is able to suck out all impurities while leaving my pores tight and small!! sigh.. it's the signs of aging! i din noe it will come so soon.. liling recommended me the charcoal mask from origins.. it's now under my wish list.. not sure if it works though.. since both liling and lena had tried it, and both gave compliments to it, i shall have faith in them, and of course the product!!